ITS DE HARDEST TING TUH DELIVER..

its finally over!!

2008-05-09T16:05:00.000-07:00

3 wks of suffering n nw!!
MYE ish finally over!!
hurhur!!
nw i hav mre tym tuh repae bck my beautiful
sleep tt i've been skipping 4 de past 3 wks..
haha..sleep oso cn skip uh..
rubbish lurh eka..
tok monorail only..haha..

last few daes nuting much hpn..
just stress my brains out tuh rmmbr
all de key points 4 de exam pprs..
just nw de science(chem/bio)
ppr lyk shit!!all tok craps 1..nvr teach oso gt cum out..
funny sia..n i noe tt im gona fail 4 tt ppr..haha..

ystd art ppr oso lyk shit..get tt full 3 hr oso nt enuf sey..
i haven cmplete de bckgrd..die2..cnfrm fail 1..
aiyo..dunoe uh...wt tuh do..
its over liao..

nw its tym tuh enjoy!!haha..5 daes no skul sey..
SATURDAE,SUNDAE,MONDAE,TUESDAE N WEDNESDAE!!
yippee!
i cn sleep3 all dae long!!haha..or shud nt..
go wrk more bttr..haha

ouh ya..nxt wk on thursdae must go st luke's eldercare..
haha..must tc of de elder pple..lyk very funny lyk tt..
cs tt tym rima n ain sae de saw de elder pple
fyte wit each other until all de chairs fly over frm
one syde tuh another syde..
i wonder where did dey hav all de energy
tuh lift up de chair..haha..
lyk wrestling lyk tt..

evewiting in 1

2008-05-04T01:41:00.000-07:00

snce bn mre dn a wk i last blogged..
hmm..lyfe hav been very busy 4 me these daes..
busy studying 4 MYE n wrking..

k lets strt off wit de post..hmm..
lately nuting much hpn except 4 went ou wit my darling 4 awhile..
tat 1 oso cs wana fynd present 4 tt bdae gurl..
HAPPY BDAE DEENA DARL!!
or shud i sae it belated bdae..cs its ystd..
had a hard tym seacrhing 4 de present..
dunoe wt tuh buy 4 her..

nw its been lyk a week liao snce i last cntctd hym..
haiya..mish hym lurh..
"U!!U KTNE?I RNDU U LURH BDH!!"

haha..hmm..dn fridae..
actually tot of going tuh sdc..wana take a luk at de
juniors how dey prepare 4 their museum nyte..
its gona b easy 4 de sec twos bt a hard one 4 de
sec ones..well..ferst tymer katekn..haha..

i end up tutoring my sis n my god brader..
their exams cuming liao..haha..
sho i force dem tuh study n study n study..
dun want sen tuh b lyk me..alwaes study last minute..
dn end up failing or get ouhk2 only 4 de subjects..
pity me ryte..haha..

ystd..as per nrml..its wrking tym..
i din punch in wit shiqah..i punch in later..
at 4 dn end wrk at 8.30..
reach dere n ferst news tt i get ish
MARDINA HAS STOP WRKING..
in other wrd she resign liao lurh..
i was lyk huh!!i only tot of miting her sey..lyk quite mish her lurh..
cs she gt tish cutie2 face..
veri adorable u noe!!haha..n nw i end up missing her again..
aiya!!idiot uh she..
aiyo..i only tot yestd wud b de best dae of de wk cs
gt tuh mit all de wrk collegue n her..
cs shes de only 1 hu nvr fails tuh create a smile
on my face thru out de wrking hrs..
bt of cos lurh deres other pple lyk yoga..
haha..tish 1 thamby oso lyk idiot..
haha..kol me sayang2 shumre..feel lyk smacking her face..
haha..bt ouh well..wt tuh do..i still mish tt idiot face..
dn hme tuhgthr wit yoga n shiqah..haha
tt shiqah shumre sho funny sia..
de 3 of us alight at de same station bt only tt yoga went tuh
take train tuh clementi whereas we take train tuh boonlay..
dn tish clumsy gurl,she want tuh follow yoga..
haha..funny sia..dn her face blushing liao..

q up 4 bus tuh head straight hme..dn i show shiqah hus de
burger man hu ask 4 my number..haha..
funny sia tt guy..aiyo..
dn tt shiqah cn still ask me whtr i gt gip my number or
nt..dn i sae obviously no lurh..
dn she sae..
shiqah: ehk2..y nvr gip?cum2 i gip ur number tuh hym..
or u 1 2 gip hym ursep?cum on eka u cn do it..

i was lyk..u siao oready uh?haha..

just nw..went tuh religious cls..
as pr nrml..chat wit tt bf of myne..
tt tengku farahdila..dn just nw she just tell me tt shes
att..wit tish 1 sp guy..i was lyk..
walau nvr tell me..i sad sia..

bt ciously..im sad..its lyk 2 wks nvr cntct each other..
n she nvr tell me bout aniting liao..hart pain2 sia..
*sob2*
beb..if u read tish..cowie uh..bt crious!
im hurt..eka mrh tau!!

wen hme..eat dn watch tv..
actually suppose tuh revise leh..
aiyo!!cum on eka!
u cnt do it!!u cn revise!!haha..

new news!!

2008-04-21T20:36:00.000-07:00

hey peeps..haha..
its been along tym since i last blog..
wow..lyk record lyk tt..10 daes din blog..hurhur..
im bz lurh sey..
bz wit skul,wrk,cca..

kk..lets strt off de blog wit wt hpn on sat..
went tuh wrk wit deena..wrk strt at 2 n end at 6..
sho we went out frm hme at 1 n reached dere ard 1.45..
chnge our outfit n woosh..we went tuh do our stuff..
tired sey..gt sho many customer..dn sho many table nid tuh clear..
bt nvm..its true sey wt lala sae..shes one of de crew dere..
crew at wrk place no hencem2 1..
bt de customers dere r sho wow!!
haha..my cousin was dere waiting 4 me as she was suppose tuh fetch me..
she waited dere 4 lyk 4 hrs?hmm..dunoe lurh..nvr count..
wt tickle me most ish de wae deena work..haha..
she keep mopping n sweeping sey..haha..
place nt dirty oso she go sweep..haha..
siao uh she..

dn at 4 shiqah came in 4 wrk..
she just strt wrk dn ask me wen cn eat..
walau!me n deena wrk sho long oready still haven eat
dn she ask wen cn eat..funny sia..

was abt tuh clean up tish 1 table wen tish 2 guys approch me..
dey ask if gt place tuh seat or nt..
dn i was lyk wt de fuck!dn infrnt of u nt seat uh?
stupid sia tt guy..

finish off wrk at 6.30 cs manager noe tt me n deena strt late..
haha..dn he ask wt me 1 tuh eat..dn we sae fillet meal lor..
dn he ask tish 1 gurl..her name ish mardina bt she prefer tuh
b kol s di..haha..she cute sia..shes lyk tish 1 sembawang gurl..
de kari babas 1..cute u noe..haha!!
dn tok tuh her..haha..din noe she cn get along wit us very well..
haha..sho finish up food dn went home..

sundae oso wrking..ask manager tuh foward my shedule..
actually suppose tuh strt at 3 dn strt at 2 uh..
wrk 6 hrs..legs cnt thn liao..strt off wrk wit lala n shiqah..
dunoe y ystd gt alot of tings drop sia..
chilli drop,water spill,ice cream droplets evewiwhere..
aiyo..ystd kena mop lyk evewi 1/2 sia..fark!urgh..dn at 6 plus..
din realise tt di came for wrk oready..was abt tuh put tish 1 soccer ball at
managers rm wen suddnly saw her..
dn i was lyk shouting her name..haha..
mish her,i guess..she was smilling at me..lyk wow!!
haha!!i lyk!!hehe..
dn yadayada..gt 1 secret btwn me n her..cnt tell..
haha..only me noe n ouhk i told deena tuh!!
haha..she was lyk wtf!!
haha..wen hme dn wash up n got uh bed..

just nw no lesson..cs gt exam..eng ppr 1 n mt ppr 1..
quite ouhk lurh..
dn yadayada..wen tuh cnteen..wait 4 deena dn told her bout wt really
hpn ystd until di sae tt stuff..haha..
dn went hme..n SLEEP!!

bad tuh worst!fuhh!

2008-04-11T23:37:00.000-07:00

lets strt off de post wit wt hpn ystd..
wen skul wit my darling of cos..
actually suppose tuh mit deena n shiqah at p.m..
cs..ouh well deres gurls tok btwn us..
bt dn suddenly cncel..
dn during recess dunoe wt hpn..
kiki n deena din tok..
n wt make us shocked was tt kiki nvr bring up de matter y
she break up wit hym..
dn we were lyk ouhk lor..we just sat dwn n kept quiet..
i went tuh cls ferst..dn shiqah told me tt deena cried..AGAIN!
i was lyk y sey..dn she told me tt deena sae if he doesnt want dn
sae earlier..dn tears drip dwn her cheeks..
kiki sat dere n din sae a wrd..wtf!she lyk step dunoe sey..urgh!!
aftr skul wen 4 competition at sembawang sec..we lost again..haha..
bt dey din luk dwn on us..we evn make fwens wit each other..
haha..dey all very funny sia..especially gt de 1 gurl kol kari..haha..
she kol hersep kari babas..siow uh she..
dn check hp..deena kol me..i ask her tuh kol me bck..
dn she sae gt 1 prsn mcg her sae tt naz really luv her n bla3..
sho she ask me tuh check de numbe..n tt numbe was nt
in my cntct list..sho wteva..suddnly tt guy mcg me..
dn we chatted bout deena n naz..
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eka: y must u interefere in their probs?
unknown: nt interfere.wen naz gt prob dn im alwaes de hu helped naz n advise
hym nt tuh b flirty.im hys beshfwen n tt doesnt mean i cnt help.u noe he alwaes being emo in
cls bcs of relationship.a beshfwen is a must tuh b dere tuh help
eka: ya i noe..bt u cnt just ask deena y she break wit naz..pple did shumting bcs deres
alwaes reasons tuh it..
unknown: bt u noe.he cried non-stop in de morning n din evn cncerntrate during lesson
eka: dn wt du u tink deena ish doing?she tuh cried ouhk..nt once bt many tyms..im nt syding any1..bt im just stating de fact..
unknown: ya.bt i dunoe deena tt well.nvm.if deena tinks tt wteva i told her ish a waste
of tyme dn a waste of my energy.thks 4 evewiting tuh deena.bye.

dn deena kol me again sae she wana mit hym at p.m cs he wana sae shumting..
dn i sae go ahead lor n wish her luck..
dn at nyte she told me evewiting..

tuhdae suppose tuh go skul wit darling bt cncel..cs its raining very heavily..
sho wen tuh skul wit shiqah,alysa n mel..
nuting much hpn in skul tuhdae..i seems tuh b nt in de mood..
dunoe y..lyk lazy tuh tok..laugh n bla3..
dn nid tuh stae bck aftr skul cs ystd mish de bio cls..
otw bck suddnly tt naz mcg me..shocking sia..
cs i tot me n hym nt in gud terms ryte nw..

naz: eka..deena gt sae aniting tuh u?
eka: y haish sey?i tot u tok tuh her ystd wt..u shud noe mah..
naz: u close tuh her mah..
eka: dn wt u 1 me tuh do?
naz: ryte nw i dunoe whtr she wants tuh leave me or nt..
eka: she ask 4 a break oready ryte?sho i tink its over lor..bt din u sae
yesh oready or nt yet?
naz: i sae dun 1..yesh she did ask for a break bt i sae i dun wana break wit her..
eka: i noe..dn u tink she wana break up wit u?im nt syding any1..bt wen u sae
'im nt tinking of breaking up wit u TUHDAE'..wrd tuhdae really hurts her..
naz: i sae wrngly sia..is lyk im nt aware wt i sae tuh her..criously sey..haiss..
eka: dunoe uh..i duno wt tuh sae animre..she has made de decision..i stopped her sho many
tymes oready bt she sae she wana break oready..
naz: i cnt live w/o her sey..
eka: evewibdy cnt live w/o each other..
naz: ehk favour uh eka..i noe uh all tish while i din tell u bout all my probs..
bt i need u tuh tell her tt i still luv her..haissh..
eka: wteva..tts all de past..i dun care nimre..wt i noe i dunoe bout wt hpn tuh u
cs u din tell me n cs i noe ur beluved ones noe u btr..
naz: i apologise tuh u uh..i really2 luv her..sowie uh eka..
eka: cowie 4 wt?ting hpn liao..no point..u found shum1 tt cn replace me n tt prsn ish kind
n mre caring den me..sho b it uh..go tell deena uh..
naz: i tell deena oready..bt she din reply my mcg..ur de only 1 hu ish close tuh her sey..
eka: ya tts true..bt i gt noe points tuh sae tuh her..y din u ask ur beluved ones tuh sae?
dey noe evewiting bout u wt..nt lyk me..i nid tuh search 4 points..
naz: ya its true uh dey r my lyf..bt de ting ish dey r nt close tuh deena..
i criously hav no intention tuh ask 4 a break up tt tym..i cn swear sey..favour uh eka..
help me 4 de last tym..
eka: dn ask dem tuh b close tuh deena uh..no intention tuh break TT TYM?meaning u
hav intention tuh break tuhmrw,de dae aftr tuhmrw,nxt wk n so on?ask dem tuh tell uh..ltr i sae all wrng ryte..sho no pint..
naz: ehk..dun do tish uh..i cn swear sey tt i wun tok abt break up animre..haiish..
eka: correct wt..ltr evewiting i sae all wrng..i had enuf liao..tts y i kept quiet..by swearing,
it doesnt proof aniting..
naz: sial uh..help uh..
eka: help wt shumre?u noe ursep tt me n u cnt go along well oready wt..dn wana do
wt shumre?ask de 1 tt u luv go tok tuh her uh..
naz: dun b lyk tish uh..wt else do u 1 me tuh do sey..kiki ish nt close tuh deena sey..
favour uh..
eka: ask her tuh b close tuh deena uh..u noe well ryte tt me n u cnt get along wit each other
oready ryte..sho b it uh..u cn hurt me bt nt deena!
naz: y must u bring bck all tish stuff sey..i only ask u tuh help me out sey..
eka: i din bring bck stuff wt..which prt of my mcg tt shows tt i bring bck all de past stuff?y must ask help frm me?just bcs im close tuh deena?ur just using me..
naz: wt i only wana use u sey..sial uh..bcs of tish oso u wana fyte wit me oso isit..
eka: i gt sae meh i wana fyte?ehk i gt no tym tuh fyte lurh..correct wt..ur just using me tuh get wt u 1..ish wt im saeing nw wrng?
naz: obviously its wrng..u only sae abt my wrng doings dn ur wrng doings u wana
cover up..
eka: ehk!my fault i nvr cover up ouhk..evn i sae it tuh deena n shiqah tt wteva hpn btwn me n u ish partly my fault oso..dunoe aniting dn dun anihw sae uh..
naz: i only ask 4 help sey n it turn up tish wae..
eka: uh..dunoe uh..ask kiki 4 help..she noes u btr dn tish useless eka..

dn just nw wen bck skul cs gt PTI session..i kena MR YANG SIA!
aiyo..kena cmplain sey!!
b4 tt saw naz..wt really hurt me ish tt he din evn show respect tuh my mother..
if daniel bothers tuh tok tuh my mum y cnt he?
me n syafiq oso kinda nt in gud terms bt y he bother tuh go n mit my mum?
hys just lyk de nut which forgets its coat!urgh!!
dun care bout hym uh..up tuh hym..i cnt b bothered bout hym oready..

it happen again sey

2008-04-09T21:59:00.000-07:00

been very bz tish lately sho cnt blog often..
bt no worries i'll update it asap..

hmm..
lets start off wit wt hpn ystd..
ystd gt chem lesson aftr skul..
i dunoe y suddenly de chem lesson became
mre n mre interesting..
i strt tuh lurh my chem teacher..
MRS HONG!!
haha..bcs of her i pass my chem CA..
thx cher..
bt dn ystd lesson we go off late..
bcs shum of us still dun get de formule
funny sia..evewitym 1 prsn cnt ans de question dn de rest kena
stand..funny sey..bt we seems tuh enjoy it nw..
we lyk dun care uh if she wana make us stand..

dn mit deena at de canteen cs she sae wana go hme tuhgthr..
sho she waited 4 me n shiqah..
dn wen shiqah wen off wit shira dunoe go where..
dn suddenly naz appear n came twrds me..
we shake hands..
eka: i've heard u gt probs..
naz: huh?probs?wt probs?where got..
eka: ya ryte..still wana lie..u tink wt..
i just noe u ystd isit..
naz: crious..i dun hav any probs..wt probs sey..hu tel u?
eka: gt uh..wah..nw nvr share wit me anymre uh..
naz: share?no prob wana share wt sey?ouhk lurh..
i gt prob..i was tinking bout breaking up wit her..
eka: y sey?
naz: bcs of her results uh..u c her results ryte..
she got n F9 4 her mly..
eka: mly?standard uh..me oso fail my mly wt..diff sia..bt ferst u gt
ask her or nt wthr its bcs of u tt her results ish lyk tt?
naz: no..
eka: y din ask?
naz: dun 1 uh..ltr she tink other wae..
eka: if u noe dn just tel her de truth lurh..y lie?y must keep it
tuh ursep..if she noe on her own dn its mre hurtfull
tuh her ouhk..
naz: ya i noe..bt i dun wana break up..cs i luv her..
sho wt u tink i shud do nw..
eka: y ask me?ask ur sister luv(kiki) uh..she noes evewiting mah..
nw evewiting u tell her ryte..sho y bother ask me..
just go ask her uh..
naz: ehk..wts wrng wit u sey..y u lyk tish?
eka: nuting..im stating de fact wt..
dn he was lyk playing wit me uh..
dn suddnly deena came..
naz: ehk..dun tell her anyting ouhk..btw..wt shud i do sey?
eka: dunoe..dun ask me..u gt her..ask her..
naz: u sound lyk ur jeles..
eka: hey!plish lurh..im a human being ouhk!i hav feelings tuh..
i noe hw it feels lyk wen ur jeles..evn animal hav feelings ouhk!
deena suddenly interfere..
deena: ya..dey oso hav feelings ouhk
naz dn just walk off..

me n deena wen tuh jp tuh eat at kfc..
hungry lurh sey..
dn i check my fone..naz mcg me..

naz: fyne uh..HU M I TUH U RYTE..until deena supported u..
im nt at fault oso kena..fyne uh..
im sorie if all my probs i din tel u..
eka: dun nid tuh sae sowie..u oso hav de ryte tuh be fwen
wit anybdy..only tt,i want u tuh noe tt i oso hav feelings n i noe
hw tuh b jeles..understnd!
naz: tish kiki..wts all tish?shumtyms u all blame hym..hw cn he tell u guys
hys probs..tish 1 i reply on my own..he din let bt i insist..sho dun blame hym
eka: i din blame hym wt..i gt sae meh i blame hym?no ryte..i only sae tt i 1 hym tuh noe
tt i oso gt de sense of jealousy..if he cn bring bck bout me n daniel all y cnt i?
naz(kiki): hais,bt u r de 1 u strted tuh b close tuh daniel ferst..only aftr tt he close tuh me..
u sae all tish ur making hym cnfused u noe..tt tym u keep scolding hym in front of
all of us until i was de 1 tt stnd up 4 hym bt nw,u 1 hym tuh share hys
probs wit u?hw cn..u tell me..
eka: in de ferst place i din ask hym tuh share hys probs wit me..im just asking
whtr he gt prob or wt..im nt being kpo n trying tuh dig out all hys secrets ouhk..
wt he told me just nw its all on hys on attempt..i din force hym wt..nxt tym if u wana settle probs
listen frm both prties ferst..
naz(kiki): ya its true..bt i dun lyk it wen u sae 'HU M I RYTE..BLA3 SHITS'..u said all tish
ur making hym cnfused u noe..wteva it ish,try tuh understnd hym next tym..wteva i sae hopefully wun make us n enemy..i dun wana fyte..i oso 1 u n deena tuh undrstnd hym..he dun get de luv frm parents..nw hys hoping 4 deena..bt dunoe lurh..try tuh tok tuh deena
nicely..
eka:fyne uh..nw hu is de 1 hu strted de 'HU M I N BLA10 SHIT?'easy tuh sae me n hym go our separate waes..keep on fyting ryte..
naz(kiki): settle it properly uh..both of u r fwens..both dun show attitude uh..step fwen dun fwen all..up tuh u guys uh..i dun 1 both of u tuh fyte..tc bye..
eka: wt attitude?i settle it oready wt..as if lyk i wana fyte..gud uh..its gud tish wae wt..
no mre fyting n both r hapi..
naz(kiki): up tuh u uh gurl..just settle it in a mature manner uh..
eka: settle wt shumre?its all settled..dun nid tuh waste2 tears n energy..
its over k (:

k guys..i make tish clear..
I DIN EVN PESTER HYM TUH TELL ME HYS PROBS..
I DIN EVN FORCE HYM OUHK!HE WAS DE 1 HU TOLD ME EVEWITING!

dn at nyte gt mcg hym shumre..bt lazy tuh type..
dn just nw wen skul wit my darling(guobin) n deena!!
dn she told me shumting..dunoe wthr true or nt uh..
bt wt tuh do..
just keep quiet lor..

dn just nw gt NAPHA..
haha..funny sey..wen hme..
dn just nw my darling gt sae tt he dun wana tok tuh ina oready..
bcs its lyk she blame hym cs tt HORNY LEE go sclod her..
n dunoe y nw evewi gurl in cls go aftr wilson..funny sey..pity hym
gurls!!dun torture hym tuh much..pity tt small lil boy..

lyf has turn tuh b lyk b4..

2008-04-07T19:02:00.000-07:00

ystd actually paln wana go tuh junction 8 cs
wana c my cousin as he join tish 1 cmpetition..
dn suddenly plan chnge cs farah cnt go..
dn shiqah nid tuh follow her mum tuh wedding stuff..
dn dunoe wana ask hu..
dn suddenly rima came across my mind..
dn i mcg her uh..
ask if she ish fwee or nt..
dn she ask y..
dn bla3..
she sae she no money..
dn i was lyk fark uh..
i've been waiting tuh c my cousin perfrm cs de last tym i saw
was last yr wen he n my other cousin both perfrm 4 our
de other cousin wedding..
long tym liao..
dn very sad lor..
dn rima sae y nt i go follow her study at lib..
dn i was lyk she study??
haha!!unbeliveable!!
dn i sae ouhk lor..
no sweat..
we met dn wen study..
bla3..

just nw..nuting hpn much in skul..
i only feel tt just nw p.e was lyk de p.e in heaven sey..
no torturing!!haha..fun!!
dn gt ss CA..i anyhw do..
dunoe whtr cn pass or nt..
bt hopefully can uh..
as pr nrml tt kambeng n gorilla wit their normal routine..
go slap hyre slap dere..
shout hyre shout dere..
aiyo..noisy sia!!
cnt take it liao..

at de cnteen aftr skul chat2 wit hazwan n all 4 awhile..
cs wait 4 deena as she 1 2 mit naz..
she lyk no mood wit hym sey..
dunoe y..
evn if she din sae oso i noe..
dn i chat wit deena cs shes finding wae out whtr wana
stae in skul wit naz or nt..
dn i sae up tuh her uh..
dn she dun 1..
sho i tel her tuh tel naz tt she follow me tuh lib..
haha..
dn saw de guy hu sat behind me during combined cls..
hes sho hencem!!omg!!i tink i fall 4 hym liao..
haha..no eka no!!cnt!!must focus!!haha..
hys just a fwen..a gud fwen tuh tok n share prob wit..
cs evewitym i gt prob deres shumhw de prob ish link tuh hym..
dunoe y..lyk funny..fated i guess!!haha!!
i told deena dn she sae no..urgh!!

dn wen tuh jp wit shiqah n deena..
ate ice cream again!!
cs i stress sia..
dn tok2 about bapok..
funny sia..we were laughing all de wae..
dunoe y tuhdae we r lyk laughing gas sey..
bt well dey really make such full use tuh brighten up my dae..
dn dunoe y suddenly mish my SPONGEBOB!!!
*sobsob*..feel lyk crying sia..
i 1 SPONGEBOB bck!

fark uh!lyk ish sho unfair!!!

2008-04-05T13:10:00.000-07:00

wednesdae nyte..
damn fucking nyte sia..
fought wit tt damn fucking sis of mine..
bcs of her de laptop keyboard nt wrking..
dn she blame me..
she sae i was de 1 hu cause it tuh b lyk tt..
fark uh..
she was de 1 hu use de laptop evewidae..
dn dun even noe hw tuh scan de laptop..
ltr kena virus me kena again..fark uh she!
go die more btr!
cs i cnt thn oready dn i go kick her..
serve her ryte uh!!
i luv it!!
dn bcs of her i fought wit my mum oso..
dn she tok bout her husband
hey!!hello!!i dun care bout ur husband anymre lurh!!
i hate hym ouhk!!
read my lips..
I HATE HYM!!!
told deena n guo bin bout tish..
n i told guo bin tt i wana go out tt nyte..
its ard 12 plus nearly tuh 1 liao..
dn he sae dun nid uh..
cs its dangerous..
dn i was lyk yalurh2..
bt cowie guo bin
i still did go out..
dn i came bck ard 6 in de mrning..
cowie!!

dn went tuh bed..
ard 7 my mum woke me up..
i din get up..
cs i told her oready wt tt i dun wana go tuh skul..
dn she lyk gip up oready ryte..
dn at 7.15 dn i wake up..
wen tuh skul alone..
my eyes was lyk small sia..
cn c tt i not enuf sleep..
bt de fact ish..
ive been crying 4 5 HRS u noe!
no mood tuh study sey tt dae..
eyes on de board bt mind..
its shumwhre else..
i evn sho kol fought wit guo bin..
aiyo..
sad sia..
wen hme n cry..
its lyk he angry at me or wt sey..haish..
dn i mcg hym sae cowie..bla3..
dn we ouhk oready..

finally ystd..
oso dun wana go tuh skul..
no mood..feel lyk 1 2 quit skul sey..
i study oso no use mah..
only fail 2 subject dn kena scolding lyk mad..
bt tt damn fucking gurl fail lyk mad he din evn scold sia..
he tok nicely shumre..
fark uh!!nt fair sia!!
din pay attention in cls..
i really gip up sey..
haish!!
dn in de aftrnoon hav tuh go tuh grandpa hse..
bt i dun feel lyk tuh..
dunoe y..
dn faought wit my mum again..
she sae nobody take care of my grandpa..
tts y she 1 me tuh stae dere cs my uncle cuming hme late..
dn i sae i dun 1..
she keep pester me sey..
fed-up sia..
dn i ask her tuh ask her beluved daughtr tuh go uh..
dn she sae tt stupid gurl gt cca..
dn cum hme late..
tts y cnt..
rubbish excuses!!
i did wen dere..
bt nt wit her..
i cnt stnd seeing their face ryte nw..
it really hurts me lots sey..
haish..
its sho unfair!!

i hate tt stupid idiotic tchr!!!!

2008-04-01T20:54:00.000-07:00

ystd nuting much hpn..
only tt i had my NAFA..
nearly pass..
bt still fail by 1 min..
chibai ryte..
haha
bt i dun care..

tuhdae..ferst ting in de mrning..kena sound wit tt
FUCKING GOAT SIA!!HYS NONE OTHER THAN
STANLEY GOAT!!!
i hate hym sia!!
ystd he was de 1 hu sae my hair ouhk oready..
dn just nw he sae still cn c..
goat: i'm gona kol ur mum n tell her bout tish
eka: kol uh..she was de 1 who dye bck 4 me wt..
im nt de only 1 hu kena..
evn ina oso..
dn..
goat: r u sure ur mum dye 4 u?
eka: ya lurh!u dun believe go ask uh..
goat: ya..im gona ask..
eka: go uh!lyk i care!

n he really did kol..
bt i dun care uh..he tink he hu sia..urgh!!
i hate tt dog!!

dn p.e tym..had my retest..
really gona pass..
bt still fail..
haha..
tuhdae fail quite bad uh..
cs ystd p.e dn tuhdae oso..
sho no stamina uh..
dn my dear DARLING n tt ish guobin..
he was de 1 hu guide me thru de 3 rounds..
he motivates me...
im touched!!haha!!
he evn pull me!!
he noe tt i fail bt he nvr luk dwn on me u noe!!
he evn sae 'u did ur best tuhdae'
haha!!
thx darling!!!
hehe..

dn go for taf run..
dn shiqa ask me whtr i noe tt iman gt maki
kiki or nt..
dn i sae i dunoe uh..
dn she told me evewiting..

dn she evn sae..
shiqa: u btr tell iman dun anihw uh..
eka: uh ya lurh..
i was lyk wteva lurh gurl
shiqa: rmmbr uh..u btr tell hym..
dn i dunoe wt ish wrng wit me until i sae tuh her
eka: ehk!do u noe hu do u 1 me tuh tell tish ting to?
shiqa: u tink wt!i scared wit u isit?
eka: nt me lurh!i mean iman..
shiqa: y?wt ish wrng wit me?
he tink he who sia
eka: ehk u dun play2 lurh..hys badol brader u noe!
if badol gt tuh noe u sae bout tish dn u surely die 1 uh..
if he sae he wana slash he cnfrm slash..
dn she lyk keep quiet..
serve her ryte uh!

dn just nw gt oral..
quite ouhk uh..
bt i was lyk..wt m i suppose tuh sae!!
im shivering sia just nw..
my hand suddnly cold sey..
dunoe y..nervous kot..

wteva it ish,i dun care..cs i noe i did my besh liao..
haha..thx tuh all hu cheer 4 me tuhdae..especially tuh my darling!!
haha..thx!!

tiring siak

2008-03-30T15:02:00.000-07:00

ystd went tuh b.b..slip dere
went dere ard ptg gitu uh..
very tired sia..
actually very lazy tuh go b.b..
bt wt tuh do..
promise my grandpa liao..

just nw wake up early cs gt religious cls..
came tuh cls late cs siap lmbt..
i purposely 1..haha..
dn chat wit farah..
nt furgeting..i showed her my 'msn' history wit
shira in de cls..
de 1 tt we chat abt her guy kena warning bla3..
farah fynd it mepek..haha..
dunoe y..

i evn ask her abt whtr she really did 1 tuh let her fwen
gt tuh noe zul..she sae yesh..
bt she sae she din told her fwen bout it..
haha..gilur2..

went tuh jp..buy takoyaki..
hungry lurh sey..
dn mcg farah..cs i suddenly rmmbr tt im suppose tuh tel
her bout AAN!!
bla3..

very swae 1..

2008-03-28T23:28:00.000-07:00

ferst ting in de mrning kena sound wit tt kambing oready..
me n ina hav tuh dye bck our hair..
padehal tk nmpk sak..chibai!
dun care uh..

tuhdae nuting much hpn..
only i chatted wit shira in de cls..
we ryte letter..
lyk de old2 tym..
haha

she told me evewiting..
wt really hpn tuh her guy..
dn last..she evn sae cowie cs she anihw accuse irfan n iman..
ATLIST SHE BOTHER TUH SAE COWIE!!
NT LYK TT GURL!ACCUSE OREADY DN NVR EVN SAE NITING!

recess tym..dun noe y sddnly chat wit naz..
lyk very funny lyk tt..
suddnly feel lyk reunion liao..
he ask we all tuh tag along wit hym nxt wk tuh make hys i/c..
aftr skul..
wen tuh coral sec..
gt competiton..

dn straight awae go uma atok..
sae tish two guys in de bus..dey r sho familiar
i tink de r de 1 hu we saw at harbour frnt..
wteva it ish..prob settled!!

3 tings hpn within n hr..aiyo!!

2008-03-27T20:39:00.000-07:00

return tuh skul liao..
dunoe y de atmosphere in cls lyk very tense..
cs had a fyte wit de rest
n its all bcs of tt 1 particular person hu tel shira
bout deena giving green lyte tuh irfan liao..
really regret telling her..
shira oso lyk sial!
shira dn go n tel deena bf bout tish..
aiyo..

bt dun care uh..dey sae settle oready wt..
sho just shudup uh..
i sae cowie oready mah..

dn dunoe y aftr recess she lyk tok tuh me nt stop..
tt shira oso..
we lyk laugh tuhgedha..
dn dey kena scolding..haha

aftr skul de fyte hpn..
me n deena was suppose tuh go tuh jp straight..
dn iman gave me a kol..
he ask me tuh c hym..
sho we went dere..
wen we reach dere..
i saw hilmi n riduan..
sho we just sit at de staircase dere..
dn wen iman reach dere oready..
we lyk chat2 uh..
dn he tok tuh deena..
hilmi was luking at us..
dn iman wanted tuh make a move n c hym..
me n rest sae btr dun..
cs he din do aniting..
if he make de ferst move its sho obvious tt hys at fault..
sho he just kept quiet lor..
dn iman go n grab deena hand..
me,zul,fiq n fan was shouting at hym..
ask hym tuh let go of her hand..
cs shes att oready..
bt iman dun 1..
bla3..

dn aftr tt me n deena went tuh jp..
less dn 30 mins..
riduan gave me a kol..
i tot hu..it was syafiq hu tok tuh me..
he ask me tuh ask zul go n mit hym..
i was sho curious..dn i go n kol iman ask hym tuh wait 4 me at artprk
wen i reach dere,i din saw iman at pondok kuning
bt i saw AAN!!
omg!
i din noe wt tuh do..
he was luking at me..
luckily i saw irfan..
i quickly go n run twrds hym..
ask hym wheres iman..
dn he sae i dun nid tuh noe!!
wth!!

mit syafiq..dn ask y..
he sae hilmi kena box wit iman..
damn shock siak..
dn de oso sae he kena box wit mingcang
dn he box mingcang back..

suddenly shiqah kol me..
i din pick up de fone..
kol her bck..ask her y..
shiqah: ko tau yg hilmi kene rmbt?
eka: huh?ya..tap ku tk tau pape pe..ku cmpi sane je bnde
da jad..
shiqah: ko ckp ngn iman jgn mcm2 siak..ckrg die da wt 2 hal tau!
she was lyk shouting at me!wth!!

eka: pe yg due hal sey?1 je pe..
shiqah: ckrg mataer shira kene sepak kt dlm bus tau ngn bdk angkong..
n dorg warning die..dorg ckp ko mataer shira ehk..jage2 uh
eka: beh pe kene mengene ngn iman sey?kwn2 ku ne de angkong siot
shiqah: shira ckp die suspct tuh bdk2 irfan cs die nmpk irfan kt lua skola tad..
ko p ckp ngn iman n jgn mcm2 uh..

i was lyk!du u noe hu were u toking tuh!n du u noe u ask me tuh tell jgn mcm2
tuh hu!!pk uh!!aiyo!!
she din noe aniting dn wana tok sho much!!

s pr nrml..
kiki gt tuh noe deena was wit me..
she mcg deena..scold her uh..
bt deena din rply her mcg..
deena: hu she tink she ish?!my mum?!my bf?!my bf oso nt lyk her!!
cke2 ati je mrh2 org!

i go reprt tuh irfan n iman bout tish..
dorg..tau2 je uh..mengamok uh..
nt at fault dn pple anihw blame..
pity dem..

stupid tings hpn

2008-03-25T19:46:00.000-07:00

not feeling well lurh sey..
sho went tuh c docter..
get 2 daes mc sey..
besh!!syiok sey!!

den..wen tuh atok house for awhile..
ate dere..
dn suddnly my couzzy came..
he lyk sial!!
he sae i din turn up 4 skul cs i'm lazy
where gt!!
asl ble tembak je!!

b4 going hme..
took medicine ferst..
i was damn high tt tym..
tk ble carry sey..
ubat tuh wt ku nk todae!!
cm nk flat je..

dn out of sudden iman kol me..
ask me i at where n stuff.
dn in de aftrnoon gt me de rest or nt..
cs actually im suppose tuh mit dem cs gt prob nid tuh settle
dn i sae i mit dem in de aftrnoon cs i wana slip ferst
sleepy siak..

i mit dem very late..ard lyk 4 lyk tt..
dn i dun noe y i decide tuh kol nazif..
i sae i wana mit hym..
he sae mit at library den..
sho i told irfan all..

den we go n cnfront naz..
iman n irfan do de toking..
i was dere too..
tap tlg tgk je..
haha..

den..all de hatred words came out..
bt tt iman still cn make de rest laugh
he still dare tuh ask naz whtr he hencem or nt..
mepek sak!!

dunoe wt really came across iman's mind until he ask
iman: asl sey ko tk caye mataer ko?
naz: bkn tk caye uh..tap mataer ne yg tk mrh sey if
pmpn die cndri asyek kac numbe kt laki laen..
iman: ouh..kirekn ko wt cm gini ko cyg deena uh?
naz: ya..
iman: haha!!bt u dun luk lyk u really luv her..
de rest were laughing all de wae sak..

dn mit deena..told her evewiting..
dn suddenly dere goes de witch!!
stnding ryte infrnt of us..

guess hu invite her der..
it was NAZIF!!
deena was damn mad..
until she sae..
'ASYEK2 SHIRA JE!!'

HAPPIEST DAE!!

2008-03-24T20:40:00.000-07:00

as per nrml..most torturing dae lurh sey!!
bt dn dun care uh..
aftr skul..wen tuh jp wit deena..
dn ask her tuh tag along wit me tuh mit my fwens
c irfan,iman,zul,chak,adi n fiq
b4 tt..we go grab shumting tuh eat..
at kfc..dn go fetch farah at lib..
dn otw tuh artprk..tok2 bout tt gurl uh..
wt really shock me was farah n deena had de same tinking
lyk pple sae..great mindt tinks alyke..

farah: she sae pple dn she..tink she sho de wt..
y nt ask her tuh mirror hersep ferst!
deena: ya!!
haha..tekejot sey..just noe each othr dn cn sae de same ting
well..haha..

bla3..suddnly deena hav tuh go..
cs her guy wana sent her hme..
sho ya..left me n farah..de only two gurls..
dn chak saw farah..dn strt uh die peh menggatal!!
haha!!
tk leh carry sak!!
dn bla3..mls nk type..

HAPPENING!!

2008-03-23T13:30:00.000-07:00

lets tok bout wt hpn ystd at SENTOSA..

plan tuh go dere in de morning..
bt cnt cs ace gt remedial on tt dae..
sho hav tuh wait 4 hym lurh..

sho chnge plan n mit dem at ard 12 bt
mann n gang turn up LATE!!
we hav tuh wait 4 dem cm buah tk jth!!
at de same tym mit iman n irfan at MRT station..
din noe tt irfan ish shira x..
kiki n shiqah was damn shocked..
sho we plan nt tuh tell shira cs scared tt shira myte nt turn up if she finds out
tt her x ish tagging along wit us..sho..shhhh!!!

reach dere dn all go n chnge..
ask iman n irfan where ish de toilet..
dn dorg nye cnfident p ckp 'korg msk kt hotel tuh nye toilet je'
din listen tuh dem uh..tkt2 nant kene halau..
dn met shira halfwae..she wit hym lurh..
dn quickly do n chnge..
bath2..play2..haha..fun sey!!
otw hme..shumting hpn tuh irfan..
scary lurh sey..
bt luckily manage tuh gt tt TING out..
he den passed out..
pity hym..
wen hme wit deena,shiqah,iman n irfan..
took bus..
dn went to grab shumting tuh eat..
chat2..dn irfan suddenly sae tuh me
irfan: aniting beep me hor
dn i was lyk..
eka: i dun hav ur numbe lurh idiot
dn he gip me...
dn we sae bye n walk off..